Jesus would have wanted it this way...

Before you get all offended by the title, chill my friend.

This weekend.... wow..
I am so effed school wise, but sometimes you just have to say, to hell with it and give'er hardcore for a weekend.... just perhaps don't time it so it's smack at the end of the term when you have essays and stuff due that you have no clue what to do for. Ahem.
Anyway.

Thursday night.. or should I say friday morning... I went home on the bus that was taking most people to work...I walked part way from downtown, which of course involved walking by Parliment. As I scurried by, reeking of booze with my crusty mascara been up all night squinted eyes I could not help but feel just a little.... I'm not sure the word that fits here.. Either way, living in Ottawa is often a very surreal experience.

Friday naturally was a waste of a day.

Saturday was another good one. There were a zillion people out and about because it was just do damn nice out. I LOVE SPRING. Attended a very chill party, played some fuck up, drank some beer, had a real meal of actual good food and juct kicked it with some friends.

And now here I am, even more unsure about what I'm doing... gaah... the part of me who wants to say eff it all and just call the whole thing off is growing by the day. Will I make it until the end of April without doing something drastic? I would feel like the flightiest person in the world if i did a turn around now. Not to mention the fact that there would be some super pissed off ladies whom I don't really want to do that to. I can't even remember first semester when I was just so fed up with everything and ready to quit school all together and go home to collapse in a heap. I know if happened, but it's such a distant thing to me now. There's so much stuff, and so many people that I wish I would have come across a lot earlier than the last couple of months. EFF man... EFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wish I could just like have somebody else decide for me, and have it be the right decision and the one that was best for everybody...

Raaah... I need groceries.. and I need to read.

But Happy Easter for shizzle.