You breath but the air seems too thin...

Interesting weekend.

Club was busy all 3 nights, which meant that I worked all three nights. In addition to being told off numerous times, I also learned various other interesting things such as the location of all 5 piercings of a creepy mid-30's man with tattoos and a shaved head (note: atleast two were in special areas, though I'll allow you tyo use your own imaginations as to where those areas are.......) and that 21 year old assholes grow up to be 30 something jerks and as a result, sometimes being obnoxious is just who you are. I also learned that some men will do anything to gain the attention of a girl atleast 10 years younger than them. Anyway, encountered some sketch bags as well as some nice people this weekend... still not a fan of this whole club thing... Working in a bar is highly overrated and romanticized in general. I will be glad when it is summer again and I can just make an ass of myself with regular customers in the restaurant and not have to worry about having dozens of pissant kids yell at me because they were too drunk and stupid to hold on to their coat tickets.

I have also been feeling really restless lately. I don't particularly want to be here but I don't know where else I want to be either. I'm ready for a change again, even though I've only been here for less than a year...

In other news, I have developed an expensive addiction involving very nice and expensive shoes that are very cheap(er) on ebay.. The way I see it, is that it's like an investment.... Because they'll last a long time, and they're pretty... and when you can buy $560 Pucci shoes for less than $100, you have to. It's like a moral obligation. Anyway... I figure I don't spend all my money on booze anymore, so I might as well spend it on shoes. Plus I see it as a reward for all those long nights spent having pissant drunk kids yell at me. 5 years from now, when I am poor I will wear my shoes and be happy.

Maybe I'll go to bed early tonight.