The tide is high but I'm holding on

An sssorted collection of thoughts and events in my life as of the past.... whenever:

- Went to Ottawa. Pretty suddenly too. It was a good time. I needed an escape from life here, however, predictabily, it wasn't the cure-all that I was hoping for.

- I am looking into schools in London. England. As well as NYU. I can dream. (As well as U of T and other assorted Ontario places.... I can still dream.... I have been getting C's lately.)

- Do you ever get sick of hearing the same story over and over again? It bothers me sometimes, but then sometimes I think it can be comforting. But I also like the excitement of getting to tell a great story for the first time, to somebody who has never heard it before and who will appreciate it and laugh in all the right places. That is also comforting.

- Sometimes I feel censored in this space. I don't always feel like I can express what I want to. I am afraid of stepping on toes.

- I fell down my entry-way stairs while sober, and carrying nothing in my hands. My foot hurts a lot today. It happened on Monday.

- Lately, I have been very bored. I need an outlet. Today I was exhausted, but then I had a full day and I felt great. I think I am so tired always because I am just so inactive. This is a lazy feeling tired vs the genuine exhaustion I felt before when I was working 4o hour weeks and going to school 5 days a week.

- I often feel that I am a bad friend, and pretty self-centered. It is all about me...

- I bought new sun glasses while in Ottawa. I want to start wearing my contacts so I can wear my new sun glasses.

- I am addicted to Sudoku.

-I got a date with a night.






I lied about that date with a night part, it was the song that came on. It was fitting.